Wednesday, October 03, 2007

When are we having such fun agaiN?

When are we having such fun agaiN?

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Without Love

Once i was a selfish fool
Who never understood
I never looked inside myself
Though on the outside, i looked good!

Then we met and you made me
The man i am today
Darling, i'm in love with you
No matter what you weigh

Without love
Life is like the seasons with No summer
Without love
Life is rock 'n' roll without
A drummer

Darling, i'll be yours forever
'Cause 1 never wanna be
Without love
Darling, never set me free
No, i ain't lyin'
Never set me free, Darling,
No, no, no!!

Without Love
Life is like a beat that you can't follow
Without love
Life is doris day at the apollo

Darling, i'll be yours forever
'Cause i never wanna be
Without love
So darling, never set me free

Like a week that's only mondays
Only ice cream never sundaes
Like a circle with no center
Like a door marked "do not enter!"

'Cause 1 never wanna be...
Without love
Darling never set me free~

Watched Hairspray, feel like applausing for the movie as i have never seen such a good movie in a long while, or rather a movie that is about love and stepping out in confidence. And now i'm so hooked to the soundtrack. I must sing as nice as Zac Efron~ Although looks wise already not comparable le.. Haa

The past week has been good. Killing my brain cells on Monday and Thursday, slept more of the time away on Tuesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I think i am zombified by oversleeping, as in sleeping too much. But it was a good feeling afterall. Hee.. Hope tomorrow will be a long but energetic day for me.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007


I am really amused by my OG; they seem to be more concerned about my SP than I am. Do i really look that desperate for gals?

Monday morning i was greeted by Rachel with this:
'Hi Shi HAn, where's your SP?'

And just now by Wan Ting on MSN:
'If got update of you and your SP, let me know.'

All these started because we had the arm rest up when we were watching 'Rush Hour 3' on our supposed 'date'. Now my OG thinks she is secretly in love with me and waiting for me to woo her. Dotx.. where got so simple one? Like that then Singapore will not have so many people not married by 35 le. Haa.. Anyway, it would just be good to know her as a friend.

FresHie coming thru'

Finally i let myself settle down, both emotionally and physically, was checking IVLE and NUSmail and also doing my first CM1101 tutorial just now. I know this is just the first week of school, i shouldn't be worrying too much.

Thanks M.J. for sharing this with me. It helped me a lot.

Romans 8:28
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.

Yep, everything got into a frenzy. I was dumb stricken realising that i was outbidded in Round 2A for LAB1201, and for 2B, and for 3A. Today is round 3B, so i bidded for ST1131 instead which i think i got at one point. Had been feeling quite screwed up already, getting an 8 to 8 Monday and Thursday. Worse it become when i found out that the balloting for ES1301 tutorial is already over, and soon i'll be taking up the spaces that people don't want and that i may have to let go of my free Tuesday. On the verge of crying, i seriously think this is such a bad start for my university days. And so now, here i am, blogging about how sick i am with the bidding system, wished they come up with a module called 'bidding and balloting cum time management'. I would definitely go for that.

Sorry for those that i have bothered all these while, that i was whining away or very anxious over the modules. I will be fine.

Monday, August 06, 2007


Pirate Ship.
Coincidentally my OG is Vikings.

Had fun. Know new friends. Enjoyed myself.

School is starting. Bidding is tomorrow. I kanna ES1301.

Going to work out more.
Going to eat healthier.
Going to study hard.
Going to take care of my face.
Going to know more friends.

Going to be someone that i am proud of.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

He was right

Yesterday was last chapter of one phase of my life, the relief teaching part.

It ended with a touching scene which i least expected. I was there for my one and only early lesson and was greeted my Mdm Goh and Mrs Tong. They told me they wanted to go for lunch with me on Thurs but i wasn't in school because of QET. And they have a tight schedule on yesterday so they had to give it a miss..I haven't told you the best part... However, they bought me a big box of rochers with a 'Thank You' note, Mdm Goh was saying that i bothered to send her a document even during my holidays and was very grateful. As for me, i've already forgotten about that incident and this made me realise a good deed or a good help goes a long way.I haven't told you the best part, and they shook my hands and wish me all the best when transiting into a new phase of my life. I could really cry at that moment, as i receive recognition from 2 seniors teachers who think that i have done a good job.

I haven't told you the best part yet.. Both of them were discussing about the carbon to hydrogen ratio and i was listening at the side and soon after that, i was included in the conversation. They starting flipping their books and explain to me what is it about and stuffs. Teachers, always willing to share knowledge and information. And now still, the best part, so Mdm Goh passed her book to me to read up on it and told me that i can have the book.. Oh my gosh, it is a freaking Organic Chem Textbook! She said that she has another edition at home so i can have it since i'll be taking chemistry. I was so touched, that this is a teacher that i only know for 4-5 months and she has never taught me, she actually give me such a good gift for my university! Mrs Tong then further explain the concept and wrote for me formulas to check for no. of unsaturation using the ratio, telling me how fortunate the school is to have me and hope that i can go back every holiday to teach. Isn't that really nice? har...

Relating this incident to last year, when i was still angry with God, that why nothing is going right in my life, especially job finding, that i don't seem to be able to get a job, whether is it the TCC job, or relief in my old secondary school, they were all nip in the bud. Only until the last day of the year, i was informed to go for interview at Woodgrove Primary at the beginning of school term. It wasn't my ideal idea teaching a primary school or going to Woodlands to teach, but it was there where life changing incidents happen. That experience moulded me and my passion to teach and enrich the students. And i aspire to be a teacher who can interact well with the students but at the same time, able to teach them the right knowledge and skills, disciplining them in the correct manner. And from Woodgrove to PJC, they were all a different experience altogether, but both tell me that i'm in the right track. Thank you, Father, know you have a way for me. I just wasn't brave and strong enough to execute it. I will, next time. =]

And have i told you the best part? [taken from Lisa from Simpsons]

Rochers and textbook..

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Sch's starting~

Back from late night dinner, and back from SOW'07 briefing. Decided that i will go with an open mind, willing to participate in the activites to know more friends and enjoy what the whole SOW has to offer. Talked to some seniors today, they are quite a fun group of people, like the deputy director Daune, who's pattern is like Mr Low. Hee.. also a senior called andrew who answers questions to chemistry.. going to bug him.. haa.. Feeling good that maybe many in the cohort going sci faculty are from PJC.. hee..

Oh ya, i watched vacancy wif kor today.. My gosh, so terrifying.. Definitely ppl are scarier than ghosts. 'Alone' is coming, wonder if i should watch cause most of the show i will be covering my face..

Tomoro gonna teach 3 classes on electrolysis and energetics. I tink i am prepared but still a little queasy cos its teaching JC2 tutorial.. Scary..

And here are some photos the RTs of PJC took.. hee.. cos Yixin has left, next is xueting then me and finally Kaicheng.. We played Spongebob Game of life, pooL and bridge (only me with the students taking physics test) at the sanctuary aka the student lounge.. hee.. So here's me as a King, and the subjects we teach, and also a group foto..

Monday, July 23, 2007

小薰阿本 甜甜圈

Here's for you, the one who was munching onto 'Donuts Factory' Donuts just now.. Hee.. Love You.. Words i have said can't be taken back but i promise i wouldn't say that ever again to hurt you..