Got to go

It has been almost a year since i've spent time in N162, my cell group. Was rather shocked to receive news in such short notifications that i am required to be transferred to another cell group by this weekend. Not that this is unexpected, but it happened too suddenly that i cant handle emotionally and mentally.

I love N162 a lot, some place i would be proud to be in. Whenever i invite friends for service, i will definitely introduce my cell group to them. This gives me a sense of belonging and also gives me something to communicate with my friends, knowing one another more. Remember being appointed the refreshment I/C soon after joining the cell group, tried making a lot of different food using eggs, bread and other ingredients. Something worth mentioning was the peanut butter french toast and fried rice, which were my first tries and i receive positive comments. They always encourage me when i make brownies, cookies or cakes, giving me advices and tips to make them better. I am grateful for them being so appreciative and that spurs me on for creating more delights.

It is only through this cell group that i finally open up myself, into confessing more of my problems and talking more with other people. I also learn to care and share with one another. It really edifies me a lot to love and understand people more.

Only recently, i've been told to be a helper to consolidate attendence for the people in my group and i volunteered to make the song sheet for the cell group. It might be tough and i often get stressed and depressed over it, i still managed to get them done and ensure that cell group meeting proceeds smoothly.

Just want to thank the CG for being so fun-loving and friendly.. My Jie mei = Raymond and Charlotte.. Leonard and Zihao for being such good brothers, Raymond filling me with lots of information on road directories, Jie Lin and Annie for giving advices and encouragements, and rest for being good company in the CG..

Gotta go.. Take Care..

Reflections

Been listening to queercast recently.. Talking about stepping out and coming out of the closet, it's not easy and requires a lot of courage.. I applause and salute people who are doing so, not just living life with a mask on, denying reality like it's a great sin and crime. Be cool and open about it..

Who has we to blame actually? Society? Or the people around us? More likely to be the people around us.. Afraid that they would persecute you and out you straight away, leaving you more depressed before the confession.. It hurts you and your loved ones, making things look awkward.. Its like, all the while you are fine and okay, till this piece of news break out of nowhere.. especially when lots of things are expected from you, respectable and highly looked upon on.. Although its sad, its the true cold fact.. Undeniably, i'm part of the people in disguise and disgust.. First few confesses are hard but certainly, as time goes by it shall be simplified in alot of ways..

Where am i??

***You Belong in Australia***


Ace!
Sunny, upbeat, and cute
You make the perfect surf bum
Now stop hogging the vegemite!


What English Speaking Country Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatenglishspeakingcountryareyouquiz/

This is so darn right!! Yep, i'm an Aussie!

Foolish things

Did some foolish things for the past week that even i have to laugh about it..

1) Hopping onto a bus hoping that it would bring me to where i want to go..
2) Roaming the streets of Orchard looking for food meant for the king!
3) Sinking my teeth into sinful delights
4) Eating so much pineapple tarts at night despite a severe sore throat.. [ Great! jus saw the doc cause it hurt too much.. ]
5) Losing a hp on the bus after taking a foto of a donut..

Wonderful Sunday

Time to blog about last weekend.. Gain a lb before book in on Thursday night.. Had COS duty and Guard duty simultaneously on Fri and Sat.. Very tired after that, but still, i went to church for Sunday service. Kinda surprised that i actually have 2 friends with me for service.. Cause i din really ask them but they approached me.. hee.. Really thank God for that.. especially when Stephen came and gave his heart to Jesus Christ.. glad that he actually came.. yeah.. now he can join me for service as well.. Praise God!

Here's some photos that were taken along the trip in KL/Malacca..

Back From M'sia

Could have been a wonderful and victorious trip haa.. except for the mishap that i had on way to Malacca.. Left my precious N70 on the coach and forgot all about it.. Coincidentally or bad omen is that i took a photo of a donut named 'happy' before i lost it.. and soon i become unhappy, brooding over the loss of my precious.. Not the value, but of its contents, messages and blah blah.. Love the fone alot actually.. But haiz.. after spending so much time (half an afternn) and money (Rm50 for taxi fare to the bus service workshop), and still it could not be found.. Ya its the careless me, as usual, got scolded by my mum and dad for that.. Things arent going smoothly somehow.. Feel down easily but till, there's lots of things to do and i seriously think i deserve another break again.. haa.. Cameron highlands?? hmm.. considering though..

Gotta go for dinner.. blog another time.. hee..

Happy Sin

Its just chocolates and sweets, filled with love, that really brighten up my day.. love it.. Though it is sinful and unhealthy, i shall not share with anyone else except..

It's the little things that people do that show that they care and love us, therefore we must be more appreciative towards the things that people do for us, specially for us.. Never take things for granted..

Yay!! Something amazing happened this morning.. All thanks to God.. At first i only have a friend, which is Jin Yao for service and i was really grateful le.. But this morning i received sms from ym that he has got a friend too.. somehow my heart got stirred and i sms another 2 friends.. Wei Kuan and Yuci.. And WK agreed to come too.. Thank God.. Yuci cant make it, but he agreed to come for Christmas.. Not only that, i already booked quite a lot of people for Christmas, looks like the love of God is really spreading, through us as well!

Desperatoir Ep01

Desperate Housewives - despite of its bitchy, juicy and sabotage set and characters entertaining teeveetians like us, i find that the show has shown women in a different perspectives. They do things to achieve what they want. That's for sure. Whether if it is the hint or the obvious loud way. Not that i disapprove of that and i don't really hold the rights anyway, its that i can actually relate to one or two of the characters in the show..

Lynette Scavo

A typical housewife who place her husband and her children before her, and would use every ways, whether up above or down under, just to make sure that she has got the best solutions, at least to her, for people she love and care for.. She is usually 'democratic' but she thinks a lot, much more further than the situation itself, and when she cant bottom it anymore, it will be released like a storm.. She is strong, filled with burdens, yet living life as it goes and not complaining. She needs a break that would never come, from her work and housework.. She got her dreams and desires but could not be fulfilled, these are the sacrifices she has to make for her family. Life's never easy for her but she wun throw in the towel.. FIGHT on's her attitude to life..

Time..

Been wanting to make this entry yesterday but was interrupted by the lag in the browser and also the need to help mum add many new songs into her new mp4 player.. She took me more than an hour to add in just the female singers' songs..

7 Days is only a week.. But the last 7 Days has been special to me.. It has been the happy and fulfilling time for me.. Really contented with what i've got.. It doesn't seem like 7 Days and i don't feel like time is dragging or what..

This song has been playing on my playlist for a long long time.. Meaningful to me at least.. hee..

可能你从来没感觉到
最好你永远感觉不到
爱上你越来越无可救药
一天一天越来越无可救药
一生一次爱你到无可救药
我才慢慢体会到幸福是被爱的人需要
一天一天越来越无可救药
一生一次爱你到无可救药
我才狠狠决定要
就爱吧就唱吧就不逃

Current Status

if i'm getting a sore throat tomoro, it's definitely someone's fault for giving me so much nuts to eat.. Eat so much nuts at one go, and gosh, it was exciting trying to 'tui huo' when i got too much of it..

haa.. It was funny figuring and guessing what color was the fruitip pastille before eating.. Way to solve the problem --> eat it please.. however the blackcurrant taste a bit orange.. so weird but sweet..

Enuff with food ba.. gonna nurse my throat tomoro i guess.. need more water but not sparkling drink hee.. there are things i don't do because i usually don't do it.. but i'll try however as long as it promises positive results and returns =P..

Cant wait to settle on my schedule this weekend, someone gonna bring me out~ gee

We're in this together

Time passed thru fast these few days.. Especially my COS duty that ended so soon without me feeling that time is dragging.. Getting to know the other COSes [and also people left in coy line.. we are known as the leftovers.. heh] and working together, talking about what we want to do in the future.. what future holds i dunno.. trying to be positive about it.. or i have always been optimistic lar.. looks good to me anyway.. haa..

Actually in quite a good mood recently.. hmm.. Watch the buffy musicial @ youtube.com, the songs are nice! Found a new way of drinking water and fruitips have never tasted so good before.. haa

Crossroad

Affirmation.. what the heck.. i'm really confused.. sometimes things in life arent just right or wrong, black or white.. hence the existence of partially and grey areas. Me, for instance, is stuck in the moment.. need some time to think it over, it's complicating anyway.. and in many ways.. haa.. i am one lame screwed up..

whateva.. really looking forward to the malaysia trip, been waiting for a time to relax and have fun overseas and india doesnt count.. and i really count my blessings and want to treasure what i have in my life.. especially friends and family.. haiz.. thank god for being with me even at my downest moments.. i will be honest and faithful.. thank god for the blessings even before i pledge and i'm definitely waiting on God to pour down his blessings forever and ever.!~

Back on track

Been a long time ever since i last blogged.. a lot of things happen and yet i was unable to take control of all of them and be a part in some of them.. Haa.. here's the list..

1. I fired my dear driving instructor for entrusting so much errands such as driving him to the repair shop, coffee shop and toilet breaks. Wondering how come no coffin shop?

2. Movie galore: the prestige - movie with scarlett as a big vase, black dahlia - another movie with scarlett as a big vase that moves, think Hilary Swank did better in the movie. Death note - A great manga turned movie only to realise that light isn't as dashing as the manga's and L is really laid back and cool!

3. Realising that God is always faithful and working in mystery.

4. I'm on leave most of the time and spending little chalet holidays in camp once in a while.. Kinda exciting as well.. ORD mood is lingering in the air..

5. Found a job as a TCC service crew.. gaining experience a bit late but nevertheless, a cuppa is always heartwarming and flavorful.. and also as an bookseller assistant at Westgrove

6. Going KL twice in Nov/Dec.. Cool and tiring i dare say, not forgetting Wei Quan's proposal of going Bangkok.. still thinking through..