Stranded

I feel terrible.. Came so far, fell so deep.. worthless/priceless.. i sux

i think so too..

sometimes things are better explained without saying anything. i get it, i seriously do and is quite guilty about it towards someone else. call this retribution or what have you, thats nothing much i can do anyway.

think: things work when u need 2 hands to clap, what happen when 1 hand is willing while the other hand dun even know where it is? kill me..

i dunno.. a taste of what is torture, cant find a better person than me.. finally found a reason why kino is earning my money.. sigh..

Come clean?

Like what 'Desperate Housewives' mean, its time to clean the dirty laundry - to get some things done. Shoo~~ comes a New Year and then Shoo~~ goes the V-day and then Shoo~~ comes the Chinese New Year.. Time is passing so quickly that I hardly had a chance to catch some memories into this hollow space.

I love my dear dear, who has been complaining why i does not mention anything.. Well, we are fine.. fine to the point where someone has gotten a bit too used to me not being around, feeling rather insecure at times.. But i din noe this was vice versa that I kept saying that I don't mind that someone snatch my dear dear away.. But seriously, i care okie.. Just that my way of facing it is to fake a front that i dun care.. but its just the works of jealousy, and i really dun like the mentioning of people you know.. its not something i can help with.. especially when i dun learn thai.. and i'm not schooling yet..