a bAcHeLoR cOOkiE

When are we having such fun agaiN?

2007-10-03T18:25:00.000+08:00

When are we having such fun agaiN?

Without Love

2007-08-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

Once i was a selfish fool
Who never understood
I never looked inside myself
Though on the outside, i looked good!

Then we met and you made me
The man i am today
Darling, i'm in love with you
No matter what you weigh
'Cause...

Without love
Life is like the seasons with No summer
Without love
Life is rock 'n' roll without
A drummer

Darling, i'll be yours forever
'Cause 1 never wanna be
Without love
Darling, never set me free
No, i ain't lyin'
Never set me free, Darling,
No, no, no!!

Without Love
Life is like a beat that you can't follow
Without love
Life is doris day at the apollo

Darling, i'll be yours forever
'Cause i never wanna be
Without love
So darling, never set me free

Like a week that's only mondays
Only ice cream never sundaes
Like a circle with no center
Like a door marked "do not enter!"

DARLING, I'LL BE YOURS FOREVER
'Cause 1 never wanna be...
Without love
Darling never set me free~

Watched Hairspray, feel like applausing for the movie as i have never seen such a good movie in a long while, or rather a movie that is about love and stepping out in confidence. And now i'm so hooked to the soundtrack. I must sing as nice as Zac Efron~ Although looks wise already not comparable le.. Haa

The past week has been good. Killing my brain cells on Monday and Thursday, slept more of the time away on Tuesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I think i am zombified by oversleeping, as in sleeping too much. But it was a good feeling afterall. Hee.. Hope tomorrow will be a long but energetic day for me.

Amusement

2007-08-15T00:40:00.001+08:00

I am really amused by my OG; they seem to be more concerned about my SP than I am. Do i really look that desperate for gals?

Monday morning i was greeted by Rachel with this:
'Hi Shi HAn, where's your SP?'

And just now by Wan Ting on MSN:
'If got update of you and your SP, let me know.'

All these started because we had the arm rest up when we were watching 'Rush Hour 3' on our supposed 'date'. Now my OG thinks she is secretly in love with me and waiting for me to woo her. Dotx.. where got so simple one? Like that then Singapore will not have so many people not married by 35 le. Haa.. Anyway, it would just be good to know her as a friend.

FresHie coming thru'

2007-08-15T00:28:00.000+08:00

Finally i let myself settle down, both emotionally and physically, was checking IVLE and NUSmail and also doing my first CM1101 tutorial just now. I know this is just the first week of school, i shouldn't be worrying too much.

Thanks M.J. for sharing this with me. It helped me a lot.

Romans 8:28
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.

Yep, everything got into a frenzy. I was dumb stricken realising that i was outbidded in Round 2A for LAB1201, and for 2B, and for 3A. Today is round 3B, so i bidded for ST1131 instead which i think i got at one point. Had been feeling quite screwed up already, getting an 8 to 8 Monday and Thursday. Worse it become when i found out that the balloting for ES1301 tutorial is already over, and soon i'll be taking up the spaces that people don't want and that i may have to let go of my free Tuesday. On the verge of crying, i seriously think this is such a bad start for my university days. And so now, here i am, blogging about how sick i am with the bidding system, wished they come up with a module called 'bidding and balloting cum time management'. I would definitely go for that.

Sorry for those that i have bothered all these while, that i was whining away or very anxious over the modules. I will be fine.

Vikings

2007-08-06T01:26:00.000+08:00

Pirate Ship.
Coincidentally my OG is Vikings.

Had fun. Know new friends. Enjoyed myself.

School is starting. Bidding is tomorrow. I kanna ES1301.

Going to work out more.
Going to eat healthier.
Going to study hard.
Going to take care of my face.
Going to know more friends.

Going to be someone that i am proud of.

He was right

2007-07-28T09:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was last chapter of one phase of my life, the relief teaching part.

It ended with a touching scene which i least expected. I was there for my one and only early lesson and was greeted my Mdm Goh and Mrs Tong. They told me they wanted to go for lunch with me on Thurs but i wasn't in school because of QET. And they have a tight schedule on yesterday so they had to give it a miss..I haven't told you the best part... However, they bought me a big box of rochers with a 'Thank You' note, Mdm Goh was saying that i bothered to send her a document even during my holidays and was very grateful. As for me, i've already forgotten about that incident and this made me realise a good deed or a good help goes a long way.I haven't told you the best part, and they shook my hands and wish me all the best when transiting into a new phase of my life. I could really cry at that moment, as i receive recognition from 2 seniors teachers who think that i have done a good job.

I haven't told you the best part yet.. Both of them were discussing about the carbon to hydrogen ratio and i was listening at the side and soon after that, i was included in the conversation. They starting flipping their books and explain to me what is it about and stuffs. Teachers, always willing to share knowledge and information. And now still, the best part, so Mdm Goh passed her book to me to read up on it and told me that i can have the book.. Oh my gosh, it is a freaking Organic Chem Textbook! She said that she has another edition at home so i can have it since i'll be taking chemistry. I was so touched, that this is a teacher that i only know for 4-5 months and she has never taught me, she actually give me such a good gift for my university! Mrs Tong then further explain the concept and wrote for me formulas to check for no. of unsaturation using the ratio, telling me how fortunate the school is to have me and hope that i can go back every holiday to teach. Isn't that really nice? har...

Relating this incident to last year, when i was still angry with God, that why nothing is going right in my life, especially job finding, that i don't seem to be able to get a job, whether is it the TCC job, or relief in my old secondary school, they were all nip in the bud. Only until the last day of the year, i was informed to go for interview at Woodgrove Primary at the beginning of school term. It wasn't my ideal idea teaching a primary school or going to Woodlands to teach, but it was there where life changing incidents happen. That experience moulded me and my passion to teach and enrich the students. And i aspire to be a teacher who can interact well with the students but at the same time, able to teach them the right knowledge and skills, disciplining them in the correct manner. And from Woodgrove to PJC, they were all a different experience altogether, but both tell me that i'm in the right track. Thank you, Father, know you have a way for me. I just wasn't brave and strong enough to execute it. I will, next time. =]

And have i told you the best part? [taken from Lisa from Simpsons]

Rochers and textbook..

Sch's starting~

2007-07-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

Back from late night dinner, and back from SOW'07 briefing. Decided that i will go with an open mind, willing to participate in the activites to know more friends and enjoy what the whole SOW has to offer. Talked to some seniors today, they are quite a fun group of people, like the deputy director Daune, who's pattern is like Mr Low. Hee.. also a senior called andrew who answers questions to chemistry.. going to bug him.. haa.. Feeling good that maybe many in the cohort going sci faculty are from PJC.. hee..

Oh ya, i watched vacancy wif kor today.. My gosh, so terrifying.. Definitely ppl are scarier than ghosts. 'Alone' is coming, wonder if i should watch cause most of the show i will be covering my face..

Tomoro gonna teach 3 classes on electrolysis and energetics. I tink i am prepared but still a little queasy cos its teaching JC2 tutorial.. Scary..

And here are some photos the RTs of PJC took.. hee.. cos Yixin has left, next is xueting then me and finally Kaicheng.. We played Spongebob Game of life, pooL and bridge (only me with the students taking physics test) at the sanctuary aka the student lounge.. hee.. So here's me as a King, and the subjects we teach, and also a group foto..

小薰阿本甜甜圈

2007-07-23T00:17:00.001+08:00

Here's for you, the one who was munching onto 'Donuts Factory' Donuts just now.. Hee.. Love You.. Words i have said can't be taken back but i promise i wouldn't say that ever again to hurt you..

Land Before Time - If We Hold On Together

2007-07-19T00:16:00.001+08:00

For the someone special who thought that he would be left alone.
Love you.

Just for 'TODAY'

2007-07-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

Last week, on my first day of work, i need to reach school around 8am, so i have to leave early, reaching the LRT station at 7.20am. There i saw an old lady standing near the gantry.

OL: Old lady not Office Lady
Me: Me

When i was approaching...
OL:帮我拿一份报纸好吗？
Me:Ok

When i was flashing my ezlink card, i couldn't get in because the card has no more value.
OL:没有钱的！

I quickly went to the machine to top up while... that old lady went bothering others to help her take. She just want her newspaper!! So i went in and took the newspaper for her.. When i passed it to her, she din even say anything and walk off, like i owe her the newspaper..

So yesterday, i have to go early again, at the same time same place i think.. yes i think (i cant really remember people) its her again, when i walked past her i could hear her asking me to help her take the newspaper, not one set but two sets!! I was listening to my mp3 so i pretended not to hear her and walked off.. Was evil but i think the newspaper are for commuters and not for cheapskate, even if you are an old lady...

Harry Potty & the fasT food Order

2007-07-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

After parting Mer and Adel, was supposed to meet up with Ber, Wenting and Jie hUi and the rest. Then was being a bit fickleminded after that when told my presence shall be a surprise and also impromptu. Kinda of sian diao, i took the MRT back home instead, but after that was kinda persuaded to go, then dun wan, then want.. dotx.. In the end, i din go clubbing but went to look for them instead.

Indeed lar, wenting was wondering who tis guy in orange is when we were approaching, at least there was a surprise element. So we played TaboO! [ one of the words was potty] and seems that the losing team is enjoying the prize, baileys and vodka.. Orange tea is nice~ and when everyone started to get tired, wen ting and i started to play othello or otherwise known as reversi using 'Wei Qi'. Its quite exhausting to change the beads everytime you eat the other party and also playing it at 4am in the morning, instead of 64 squares, we played 144 squares. While playing, we were constantly listening to what Jie hUi and Randy were talking about, which pretty much scares me and shock us how scandalous students can be. Don't ask me who won the game in the end, counting beads at 6am in the morning is really bad, we both agreed that it was a draw, win-win situation.

With much chit-chatting and laughter happening, who would say that there's no fun at all? after trying hard to wake everyone, there was a session of cam-whoring [ always think that tis word is vulgar] and after lunching, i was sleeping on the whole journey home, that i can hear passengers beside me saying, 'look, he's sleeping...' luckily i din drool or do anything stupid.

Thoughts: You've got a friend in me. Cheers.

Harry Potty & the fasT food Order

2007-07-15T20:25:00.000+08:00

Scrap the part i had a wonderful rest on friday night and was moody while angered by the mahjong game [i was just unlucky], the next day was the much anticipated event of July, watching Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix with the Harry potter gang [Adel, Me and Mer] minus 2, namely Mark and Edna, due to one MIA and the other working. How pathetic was that when i cant even recognise Adel.. Was at the counter munching onto popcorn and nachos while a girl with curly hair waving and smilng at me, took me a while to realise that it is her, she now wears contacts and changed her ponytail to permed hair.. Can see how much people can change with time..

Before the movies, we all heard from others that it is one of the worst of Harry potter's series. And maybe because of that, i wasn't expecting a lot from it, and in the end makes it a bearable and quite ok movie. Don't really like Umbridge but think she is definitely hilarious, wherever she appears with her grin and her pinkish every little thing. And everyone has to agree that Dumberlore has style~ and Volermort looks so ugly, i thought Thomas looks fine when he appears in the 2nd movie. Yes! Face it, the dark LORD is back! Reading the book is so much more interesting though, lala..

After that, we were thinking of places to dine, first choice was Billy Bombers. Then we started discussing what we shall have instead of that, then when i suggest that we go to the cafe that serves pizza and baked rice [ supposedly not nice], they seemed to become more sure and confirmed that they want Billy Bombers. So to have varieties, we ordered 3 set dinners.

Cream of Chicken with lotsa mushroom

Ole Breaded Fish and Chips

Lamb Shank

Honey Spring Chicken

And adel pass me this after she was done with part of the chicken.. Felt that i was eating leftovers..

Ben and Jerry's Strawberry Cheesecake Ice Cream as dessert!

After which, we had a fun time talking and gossiping about the people from our class and other classes, updating the whereabouts of the lost and founds.. Haa, hope this wonderful gang will unite soon, till the next movie comes.

2007-07-11T23:17:00.000+08:00

For God, the honor and the glory.
For Him, who saves and heals
I love you Father, for even when i'm not there You are there.
What a great Lord you truly are.

JOB

2007-07-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

Having a job is important, that is why we have a book in the bible called Job. Just kidding.

I have signed the contract with MOE, was quite shocked that the liability for breaking the bond is $144,000 and that's quite a lot. And i have started working back at PJC, but not teaching already. Now more like doing admin, typing out questions, consolidating test questions and setting mock test papers. Time is now on my side, that i can choose what time to report as long as i fulfill my 5.5 hrs a day. And for the past 2 days, i am slacking, real slacking.

最愛 - 周蕙

2007-07-08T22:43:00.001+08:00

我最爱的只有你。

S.H.E - 说你爱我 MTV

2007-07-04T00:27:00.001+08:00

Was thinking this is one of S.H.E's best music video to date, with Hebe as the lead, showing us that when a relationship is reaching its end, end it quickly or else at least one of the parties will suffer.

BS 1 Resolution

2007-06-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

Got a fine tan [ kind of hurting now LOL ] today, decided that i should start my exercise routine for regular jogs and static exercise before i become a huge cookie monster.

BS 1

2007-06-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

I Know i need some bible study..

I NEVER WORRY
-to expect the best for your life-

Expectation affects happiness.
We tend to see what we expect to see.

3 reasons to expect the best [Matthew 9:29]:

1.) To trust in God and to honour God.
2.) Increase ability (Stretched)
3.) Encourage others (Optimistic)

Make a choice --> Be Happy
Stay Optimistic through bad times.

-Start a day with faith [Psalm 5:3]
-Look for the positive things in every situation [Romans 8:28]
Every turn will turn out good.
-Give my worries to God [2 Corinthians 1:8-11]
-Stop speaking negatively [Ephesians 4:29]
-Remember that my future is blessed [Titus 2:13]

Chocolate

2007-06-25T16:10:00.001+08:00

Received something sweet today, finishing soon.. lol

MahJong @ AMK

2007-06-25T16:00:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, went over to ber's house for a MJ session. Quite interesting lar, play small small, bitch around and spend the time away. Cool. Won $28 while CK drew. haa.. After that went for dinner and movie with dear. Watched NAncy Drew. I guess people sitting around me heard me shouting that she is so darn COoL! She makes her own fashionable clothes, has a tool kit that comes with a lemon bar or a brownie. She is so perfect ya.. and that she solves mystery like it was in her blood.

A Whole New World

2007-06-24T21:33:00.001+08:00

Hee.. Dear sings this song quite well with me. Here's a song for you

Flying High Part 3

2007-06-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

Madam Tussauds Wax Museum

On the last day of my torturous yet enjoyable [ that doesn't mean i enjoy to be tortured] trip, i get to visit the CBD area of Hong Kong and travelled to the famous Wax Museum via peak tram where i go up to the peak on the tram 45 degree to the horizontal. The view was great, can imagine if its at night, can see the whole Hong Kong light up from the top.

the tram in my favorite effect, sepia..

who's more cooL? AarOn or Me?

Twins!!!

Bang Bang U're Dead!

Singing my Heart out.. bUt i don'T knOw theM.. Lala..

Jie LUn is watching me plaYing haa

Let mE see wHat is Underneath.. hee

Its a bird, its a plane, no!! its a FOG!

view from the Top

Happy Fathers' Day

2007-06-17T22:40:00.000+08:00

Pose #1

Pose #2 [Alan is sleeping ar??]

Pose #3 Perfect!

Sleeping beauties?

What a Spread!

Today is Fathers' Day, gave dad a Nike Polo Tee but wasn't the right size. However, he likes the shirt can liao.. Went to grandma house to distribute the stuffs i bought overseas and also enjoy a family gathering lunch + dinner. We all agree that the new shirt I bought for doggie gram was very smart and looks really good on him. Aunt was amazed by the packaging of the marshmallow haa.. Played a little mahjong and won $18.. Sis won 80cents, aunt and Angela lost. Had a very delicious lunch!

Flying High Part 2

2007-06-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

Mickey Mouse MTR!

Even the handrail is Mickey mouse shape!

WelcomE!

Mini SHowroom in Disneyland

After touring Taipei, we went on to Hong Kong for the famous Disneyland and not to mention, the nightlife of Hong Kong. Every night i was at Temple Street [My hotel is there, Dorsett Seaview, room is the size of my bedroom, small and cosy, but just a bit unbearable for 2 person], Ladies Street, Men Street and Sportswear Street. Because they are all in night market style, it is very much alike to Singapore, so i din buy a lot of things. [Only difference was that they sell sex toys in Pasar Malam too, and lots of them]

Highlight of the trip is definitely DISNEYLAND! So hyped and excited when I reached the place. Even the MTR that goes to Disneyland is so beautiful. The windows are in Mickey mouse shape, even the handrails too. There are many bronze figurines of various classic characters displayed in the MTR too!

Disneyland is divided into 4 parts~
1.) Main Street USA
Where food and souveneirs are sold there, a very 1940s feel. All the disney characters had a parade there too! Had to buy a polaraid there because the battery of digital cam was flat. Enjoyed a nice banana muffin and egg tart there too.

2.) Jungle Land
Where Pirates reign~ First stop I went to take photos with Mickey in Pirate costume. Can see Tarzan and his tree house, and also watch the festival of the Lion King, a musical where they bring me back to the story of Lion King, one of Disney's Classic, with their famous songs such as 'Hakuna Matata' and 'Can you feel the love tonight'

3.) Tomorrow Land
Talking about the future, first that comes to mind would be toy story, Buzz lightyear has an interactive ride where I was given a gun to shoot at the bad toys that are trying to take away the battery. Then comes Stitch, my favorite character! He has another interactive show too, where we can talk to him. He chose me and asked for my name. Stitch was so cute! We had to help him escape the evil experiment because he stole the spacecraft~ There is also a car ride for the movie 'Cars'. And also, a space adventure roller coaster ride which i took twice that brought me to a starful sky with planets and many beautiful sights to see in space.

4.) Fantasy Land
Being the biggest part of Disneyland, the entrance to this land is the very famous castle for Disneyland, the Sleeping Beauty castle. As the name of the land suggests, its the place where all the princesses live, Sleeping Beauty, Snow White and the 7 Darwves, Cinderella, Mulan, Jasmine, Bell, The little mermaid and many other characters such as Pinochhio, Dumbo, Donald, Daisy, Chip and Dale and many more.

Went for Golden Mickeys show, an event where they pay tribute to the heroes, romance and adventurous characters in Disney, namely Mulan, Hunchback of Notre Dame, Beauty and the Beast, Tarzan and The little mermaid. It was so good, packed with dance and songs, when The little mermaid appears, bubbles fill the place~ Main thing was to bring out the theme, anything is possible as long as you dream and aspire to be who you want to be.. Also went for Philsar's Musical, just like Mickey's fantasy and his magical hat. Curious Donald took the magical hat and bring the audience on a magical 4D animation journey to the classics of Disney, like Alice in Wonderland, Beauty and the beast and Snow White.

Took quite alot of pictures here. Not forgetting the many adventures of Winnie the Pooh and friends, where I was seated into honey jars cars, brought through a storybook with many different adventures of Winnie the Pooh. It was interesting and wonderful, going through many chapters of Winnie the Pooh, hope dear and my life would be sweet like that too.

The fireworks was not as wonderful and spectecular as i thought, cant really compare it to NDP, but the ambience and atmosphere were right, and the companion... was resting her head on my shoulder the whole time. The whole Disneyland was pitch dark while Sleeping Beauty's castle was glowing with many colours. Different theme songs of the princesses were played bringing us through timeless classics. Talk about unbelieveable sights, and an endless diamond sky.. Woww..

Would definitely want to visit again with my dear~

My gf and I with Buzz Lightyear

Eeyore seeking Winnie the Pooh

the Festival of Lion King

the Golden Mickey Show

Goofy kept spraying water at Me!

Mickey Pirate and ME

Take a look at the future..

Flying High Part 1

2007-06-16T02:10:00.000+08:00

This was the Taipei I saw.. It just kept raining..

Saw this in the MTR, Peace and Love, for dear.

New and interesting Spiral Chips [Cheese flavor]

Trying out the desserts [Mango Milk Ice]

Recently just came back from Taipei and Hong Kong with my hmmm.. gf. So definitely have to post up some interestings things that i've seen and noticed during the trip.

Its a pity that in my 4D3N in Taipei, most of the time it was raining and it became quite a problem for us to move around especially when we need to walk from place to place without shelters most of the time. Every night I came back to the hotel with sore feet.

Throughout the time in Taipei, I drank milk tea most of the time, those pearl milk tea sold from shops and stalls, those endorsed by various artistes, I was spoilt for choices when it came to beverages. They were cheap and absolutely delicious. The fried chicken cultet is so much bigger in Taipei and crispy on the outside, tender and juicy on the inside. I saw a lot of sushi restaurants too. Ate at the restaurant endorsed by Hei Se Hui Mei Mei, good food at cheap price, no matter what you take, sashimi or what, its NT$30 (S$1.50) per plate. Green tea is free. Excellent service with no service charge or GST, all nett prices. Went to Shilin Night market too, was quite a big place to eat, but realise that they all sell almost the same things, so got a bit sian after a while.

Did most of the shopping in Taipei, busy buying presents for friends and clothes for myself. Went to a fun shop that sell novelty chocolate and other candies in funny packagings. Also bought latest shirts from levis, and nice cool summer wear from A&F. Not only that, I went to Rose Records and bought my sister her birthday gift, Hei Se Hui Mei Mei DVD and Lollipop Autographed DVD. I guess she is the greatest winner out of this trip. But i bought myself Jolin's Di Cai DVD too. Watched it and find that JOlin's success didnt come so easily. But thats another story already.

The time spent in Taipei was pleasant except from the scare i got when gf suffered an asthma attack that freaked the daylight out of me! Somemore i have to administer the dosage. I din dare to sleep until she felt asleep again. And also 2nd night when we had a great quarrel that we ended up blasting off at each other. I almost wanted to just leave and return home. I simply cant stand it!

Realise that the people there are in a way better than us. When they take the escalator, they would all keep to the right, the left is only for people who are rushing for time and need to overtake. I saw a guy pulling his younger brother to the right when the latter was blocking the way. In S'pore, people just stand on the right or left or center, blocking the way of people who are rushing for time. On their MRT, they would give seats readily to those who are in need, that is still rarely seen in S'pore. They are disciplined and considerate in that sort of way. I like Taipei very much because its Chinese you see everywhere and you can speak their language, so it very much felt like home.

Saw this stall at Shilin Market, Jesus Love You

Swinging chairs in the restaurant~! Swinging and eating~

Bu Se De

2007-06-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

Bu Se De.. Going on holiday should be happy one, why i feel a teeny bitsy bit of loneliness.. First time away without that special one.. Gonna Miss lots of things..

AWAY - 7th JUNE 1055AM Flight Out CX714
BACK - 13th JUNE 1145PM Touch Down CX715

THe Day

2007-06-06T00:24:00.000+08:00

Alright, its another of my lazy day.. woke up at 11 plus and first thing i saw was Ber and Daniel on newspaper, my only thing i have to ask was why Daniel gave a wrong age.. haa.. Crappy..

Went for a hair cut in the afternoon, feel so much better.. Thomas is not around so today i let Stanley cut my hair.. he is not bad i think, at least he tried to talk to me, ask me about my age, where i study and stuff..

To my surprise, he is not the only person who asked me this today..

And the other person is my sister's friend mother, if anyone is reading my blog should know about this poor mother whose money was stolen by her own daughter. Well, have to meet up with her to give her the 270 bucks.

B: So you are the brother, how many years older are you?

Me: Quite a lot.

B: Does your mum know about this? Whose money is this?

Me: Ya i told her (i lied). Its my money lar..

B: (Stunned) Quite a lot ar... Do you think it is rightful to buy things when you don't have the money?

Me: No, its not right.

B: Precisely, i have caned my daughter, almost dragged her to the police station. (Turned to my sis), both of you are too close already. Even your teacher wants to seperate both of you, not good right? Tell me truthfully, who came up with the idea?

Sis: Idea to do what?

B: Who was it? (turned to me) Last time when we were young, we don't have anything. Now kids are fortunate, they have everything. So why do they want to do this?

Me: (A lot of things are flashing in my head. I am furious because she is trying to sound like my sister was the one who instructed her daughter to steal and that my sister is at fault totally. But i don't want to pick up a quarrel with her)

B: You need to teach your sister well and this is definitely not the right thing!

Me: Bi Ci Bi Ci ( that means u too) (and i walk off after that)

B: Definitely bi ci bi ci lar~

But i'm affected.. I cant pick up a quarrel with her because my sister is wrong to a certain extent.. Its true that if they know that what they are doing is wrong, nothing would have happened... bleahx.. feeling crappy..

Blow up?

2007-06-05T00:14:00.000+08:00

Expected to be blowing up and getting mad over something that my sister has done, but i'm not, over what has happened but how she tried to solve the problem. Hurts me a bit i guess.

So she realised that her handphone has a bit of a problem, fell in love with a new limited edition Mickey Mouse phone, and decided to borrow money from her friend to buy it. So now the money was actually stolen from her friend's mum, and the mum demanded the money. Din really know whether if the mum kicked up a big fuss or any verbal stuffs that she do, but the first thing that came to my mind is to settle the matter by giving the mum money.

Just feel kinda disappointed that i got to know about the matter through Jac, and not by my own sister. Since when is the family so difficult to communicate? Has relationship become so cold? I truly understand that some things cant be discussed and everybody has secrets.. But this matter shldn't be solved like that isn't it? The reason that i'm angry with jac is because i'm jealous i think.. that my sister chose her and not me.. Why?

Since young, i have been taught not to borrow money from friends, and whatever i want to buy i need to buy it myself, need to save up on my own.. But why did she do that? Beats me.. Maybe teenagers ba.. still have their wants and desires.. bleahx.. Just hope that this incident will teach her something ba..

Random

2007-06-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

Some random stuffs.. Tuition with Gordon ended. I was annoyed by him a little that i decided to cut short and end the tuition in May instead of June. Glad it ended too.. No more 4 days tuition a week. Some more quite a few people ask me to teach.. like Soo Pei, Jonathan, Arriter and Xue Ting.. So many lobangs.. haa.. Not in a hurry lar, just rest first. Still got relief teaching in PJC, M.J. jio me go back with him.. hee..

Random photos

A nice tuna sandwich filled with love.

Normal wan ton mee @ Lot 1

Cute Gordon with me

MJ

2007-05-31T17:22:00.000+08:00

First time win MJ until bad mood.. I know luck is on my side, i tested it out yesterday.. Tried to throw all the good tiles, thinking that if i try to make the tiles big every turn, i will not be able to game. But still, i gamed~ Until a point where i don't even dare to 'gang' kept all the tiles in my hands.. Reason being i won too much.. SHouldn't play there already. Had enough le.

2007-05-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

Received another letter of appreciation from another teacher, Mdm Goh..

Hi Shi Han,

Thanks for going out of your way to send me the files. Really appreciates your help. Mrs Tong says you may be back the first 2 weeks of next term. The two of us would like to buy you lunch when we see you. Do take good care and you are a real gem - always obliging and thoughtful. WE'LL MISS YOU!

Best Regards,
Mdm Goh

Never thought i could be considered a real gem.. where my self esteem lol..?

Waha

2007-05-27T12:08:00.000+08:00

I deserved to be sick.. hee =P

Churchout

2007-05-27T11:58:00.000+08:00

Din go to church today, i'm sick.. Heal me father..

At least a little better le.. dunno why yesterday the fever came back again.. never get sick for so long before.. at least there's someone by my side.. and the sight of MAC hotcakes brighten up my day a bit.. hee..

Never dreamt so much before..

1) On the night i was sick..

Felt that i was trapped on the bed, kept stretching and stretching and dunno wad is going on.. when i woke up, my whole body is aching.. in great misery.. so decided to see doctor..

2)Friday nite

Dreamt that i called my soon to be tutee, and was told that they dun need me le bcos they found a new one liao..

3) yesterday nite

Mum told me her timetable for the coming week, that she is going to cook on tue,thurs and sat.. how unbelieveable.. of course its a dream.. haa..

Being sick.. i lost weight.. just measured myself to be 60kg.. argghh.. now i just want an ice cream~

Sick or Sickening

2007-05-26T11:00:00.000+08:00

After watching movie and having a good meal, i fell sick when i reached home. Out of a sudden, i'm down with a fever. Dear says that its virus infection. Was feeling breathlessness yesterday morning and today morning, very sick feeling when you cant breathe well. Yesterday, dear took care of me for quite some time, when i was sleeping. Someone's there to change the wet towel on my forehead, to feed me medicine, water and food. Feel so much love and concern that this is already enough to last me a lifetime. When you are at your weakest, there's someone who is willing to take good care of you, no matter what, forming your last safety net and to catch you when you fall..

Love You dear dear..

Food

2007-05-20T23:15:00.000+08:00

Random pics of food i've eaten..
Tmr and for next 2 weeks is 2 person world for me and dear dear.. =P

Bye Bye

2007-05-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

Was extremely touched on Fri, when i entered the office, I saw chocolates and nougats on the table, they were gifts from my colleague, namely Xue Ting, Mdm Goh and MRs Tong.. Especially the two teachers, who offered to treat me to lunch if 'I dont mind going out with 2 old ladies', They were so nice to me.~

Here's an email from Mrs Tong:

Hi, Shi Han,

Thanks for your email address & handphone no
Our students and we have been very fortunate to have your assistance as a relief teacher in Term 2. We will miss you in the coming term, but are glad you've got a teaching award and will be joining us in the teaching profession once you graduate. You're keen to learn and I am sure that by now. you would be better at ChemSketch than me.
Mdm Goh and I appreciate your home-made cookies, muffins and your help in making soft copies of the Electrochemistry and Thermochemistry tutorial answers and compiling some Organic Chem questions. We'll certainly inform Mr Tan Boon Piang of your offer of assistance to relief teach for a few days in July, should the need arise.
Regards,
Tong Mui Noy (Mrs)

And my colleagues.. shld have tried to know them better when i was around haa.. They are such a great bunch to hang out with.. hee..

Taxi

2007-05-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

After reading Xiaxue's blog about cab snatching and the extreme things she did to nab them.. I guess its my turn to voice about cab snatching and the wonders and arts of that, 101 to flagging cabs and leave without a trace, and many angry faces~ All these that are going to be mentioned happened within 45min, all in one night.

A couple was flagging for a taxi, the kind me, Azizah and Xingle decided to go behind him, hopefully after he gets a cab, it would be our turn.. However, we were shocked when he was actually standing in one of the only two lanes stopping taxis, the smart drivers turn left into a small road so as to avoid taking this guy who is suspected to be drunk and mentally unstable.

A brilliant guy ran across the road and got himself a cab almost immediately.. the devastated us were too lousy to get to the other side, heavy and fast traffic! While watching this happening, a group of 3 stood in front of us, like just 3m only, and tried to get a cab. Cant be bothered to wait further, we decided to go to the small road, hoping that the crazy man will help us get a cab there..

While walking to the small road, we walked past the group of 3..
ME to Azizah: AIyo, waited for an hour oso cannot get a cab.. might as well dont wait le lar!!
I'm dying to let them hear me!

Meanwhile, the crazy man disappeared and we saw an ambulance driving past us..
XL: Is the crazy guy inside?
ME: i tink so.. look, he is gone!
Azizah: Can he give us a ride?

We went into the small road and decided to call a cab, only XL has the number to dial, but she was yakking away with her fren on the fone, leaving Azizah and me watching funny things happen.. 2 Ladies walked in front of us to get a cab...
ME to Azizah: If they get onto a cab, I gonna confront them and asked what has education done to them and where are their ethics..
Azizah: WAh..

Then, they walked further away from us le.. Then a family of 5 shashayed.. YES.. they shashayed out of Singapore Khalsa Association and went to the spot where the ladies were.. Once they stopped, an empty cab turned in and stopped in front of them.. WAH.. If Azizah, XIng LE and me are made of glass, we definitely shatter straight away!..
Azizah: Why never confront them?
ME: got kids lar.. nevermind.. haa..

Finally the cab came, before that the 2 ladies walked past us (good that they are still there..) and i heard one of them laughing.. I immediately mumbled, hoping her teeth will drop.. a bit evil lar.. heh heh..

Felt a bit superior when we were on the cab, looking at the crowds waving for cabs..
XIngle : Feel so happy, hope they don;t get cabs..
Azizah and ME: -_-|||

Happily Wedded

2007-05-19T23:36:00.000+08:00

Today's Ravaniya and Dane, her beau's wedding day. Went to her wedding's ceremony cum dinner with Chin Keat, Azizah and Xing Le. We met at Causeway Point at 6pm, XIng Le is late for like 20 minutes, then after meeting up we decided to take a cab down to Singapore Khalsa Association. After another 25-30 minutes, we found ourselves in a super unfamiliar place in Singapore, at Balestier Rd. We were quite worried that we were at the wrong place because we thought it was be somewhere in Little India and more crowded than what we have saw. The taxi-driver let us alight at somewhere quite nice and grand and we gladly enter the building and go to the 4th floor. After spending 30mins walking up and down the place, we found ourselves at someone's 60th birthday and Mr Kanna's ROM, whom we thought is Ravaniya's husband name. After all these, we realise that we are in the 'Civil Service Centre' and the building that looks like a haunted house is actually the Singapore Khalsa Association~! Now we start to worry what has Ravaniya gotten herself into, marrying in such a place~.. =[

It was interesting to observe an indian wedding, hearing Azizah explain about the customs, like why they spray rose water on us as we enter, and why they need to do a prayer ceremony before the dinner. Everyone is dressed well, youngsters dress to kill, looking gorgegously stunning and stuffs.. But still, some guys still wear clothes like the 80s, thinking that they are very cool or what, while some ladies tried to dress and look prettier than the bride, shashaying and parading around like they know everyone there, maybe they really do.

Was kinda 'sad' because i cant feel the ambience of wedding ceremony, feeling that behind this wedding, there are things that behind the closed doors, and we are left puzzled why is it that they are married out of a sudden and is there true love or not. In the past, i would think that marriage is the way to show that you want to stay with your beloved one forever, giving your committment, giving the other half a name in the name of the law, and to tell the world that you are deeply in love. But behind it all, it might just be a deceit, a forced marriage, a rushed marriage, or they cant be even sure if this person they are spending the rest of their lives with is the one they desire or not. Shouldn't such things be thought out well before any actions?

Especially when they are having the wedding toast after the dinner, half the hall has left the place! Really wishing the couple well? I dunno..

Interesting photo.. hee

COokiE

2007-05-17T19:03:00.000+08:00

CooKie tIme~!!! Yesterday, Xue Ting, Soo Pei and Yi Xing came over to my place to bake some chocolate chip cookies for the fellow colleagues in school. We had much fun joking about how each other make the dough adn the funny shapes we make. Especially Xue Ting and Soo Pei who made a flower and a person and both turns out to look like turtles.. Yet, they are so proud of the shapes and brought them home. Its the first time I asked colleagues over to my house to bake, especially when I just know them only for few days ( thats Soo Pei and Yi Xing)

Here we are, the few of us each happy with the 'harvest'

Students..

2007-05-16T01:05:00.000+08:00

<<:Report Card:>>

Weimin from WGPS has improved from 70+ to 82 for his maths SA1. Happy for his good results, and he promised he will work harder next exam. Yuva has gotten his results too. He has improved from 42 to 55 for his maths SA1 and 62 to 68 for his science SA1.

Received 2 cards from 06S08 students because this week is my last week in PJC. To think time passes so quickly, even before i realised, its about time to leave. The cards just took away my tireness from work away. They also gave me a baked potato from the school cafe. Delicious, especially when its from students who appreciate and recognise your efforts in teaching.

Now is the time

2007-05-16T00:37:00.000+08:00

Now is the time, going to leave school this week.. Haix.. things haven't been going smoothly on Monday.. Firstly i was late for work. Secondly, I realise that the shirt and the pants lost a button each and I have to change out of them.. Then no students turned up for lesson.. And i fell a bit sick.. and someone called and irritated me.. Thank God that dear dear is the best thing that happened to me that day. Took care of me, tempted me by eating chocolate and drinking bubble tea, bought me dinner, giving me TLC.. hee.. more blessed. Some more received a box of Royce chocolate.. So sweet.

Lucky

2007-05-13T09:40:00.000+08:00

I'm blessed. I truly believe in that. Was @ Carol's on Friday after much intoxication with chocolate. At first 2 rounds, i lost $50. But with just 1 more round which lasted 3 hours, I won $190. Cant believe my good luck at all. And i'm sure that my name goes up to the blacklist now. =P

Had a simple lunch with CK, i was late for about a hour, so i guess it would be right to treat ba, it was affordable also lar. i had a grilled salmon while he had a chicken baked rice, packed with a layer of his favorite~ lol. Then after that i went off to granny's for steamboat + BBQ for celebration of Mothers' Day. Its extremely filling lor..

While shopping for a cake, i saw a surprise and i bought it. Looks like its worth the money and thought. Ignorance is not bliss. Happiness is. hee

楊丞琳 VS 小丸子

2007-05-10T16:10:00.001+08:00

What a cute video~!

Get Well Soon

2007-05-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

Don't really know what I can do than doing this.. Love You..

Relief

2007-05-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

A sense of relief.. that Yuva is getting less zombified and more conscientious regarding his work and is already able to do a complete paper within targetted timing. Cant wait to see his SA1 results this time round, should be better than CA1 ba.. Felt so touched and glad that he's much better now, that he can finally channel his focus and concentration to work and not wandering around in his own world. But at the same time, i told his mum that i'll be stopping his tuition at the end of June, since i don't know how busy i would be in the future. So had to make this decision.. Few weeks ago i was still furious with his mum for being not concerned with her son. Cause i have seen cane marks on him from his dad, and they don't spend enough time with him and send him to stay with his aunt every night, he is so pitiful i would say.. But now i feel happy for him, that i realise his mother do care about him, all parents love their children hee.. His mum has been bringing him to the doctor, been going for consultations, learning how to deal with ADHD, getting feedbacks from the teachers and me, trying to remedy his problem. So now Yuva is on medication that is helping him tremendously, hopefully he don't have to depend on it too much.. At least now i can ease my mind over this matter that he would be fine.. considering i have been worrying that he needs extra attention and is not having it.. well now, things are good =P

Finally

2007-05-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

Finally i find the time and strength to blog something. Aiya.. actually most of the things are recorded in dear dear's blog liao.. so don't really need to add on or what.. hee..

Had dinner with deardear and kor at LEMon GRaSS.. First time eating, doesnt really impress me lar.. quite normal.. Received a box of chocolate from Mezza9 from kor as jian mian li, hee.. haven start eating yet.. Then watched spiderman 3 lor, it was a great show but not as action packed as i have expected it to be. Would think that Harry ( the new golbin) stands out in the show.

Spent Saturday playing mahjong and also a medical checkup.. Won a bit again, increasing total winnings to $195.. well, wonders if i should continue counting on haa.. Had a appetizing lunch (not at all when compared to deardear) @ delifrance with deardear, much better than LemOn GraSS, more worth it also.. hee.. Yum YUm.. =P

I went to New Creation with deardear this time round, hoping to experience God in a different environment and to see if i can adapt to a change of venue. It turned out to be fine with me actually. At first was a bit bothered because i cant feel the presence of God as i entered, but when i went into the auditorium, i was touched by the love of God, maybe it has been a long time since i sing a love song wholeheartedly to God, thats why i could feel that strong presence of God's love.. He's still there, he hasn't left me, but i did =X

Then we had lunch and dessert nearby.. highlight was definitely the ben & jerry's ice cream.. my favorite flavor CHUNKY MONKEY~!!

While travelling home from the medical checkup, actually took some photos, giving a glimpse of where i'm going this Friday.. YAY.. While walking from Raffles Place to City Hall, was looking that the things around me.. It was a great feeling, that suddenly i felt that Singapore is a nice place to be in and i'm proud of that. Was looking at tourists taking photos near Fullerton and Singapore River. Love the view there, so nice.. Wishing that time wud stop at that time.. hee..

Sick

2007-05-01T17:03:00.000+08:00

Sick since 12am haa.. sneezing all over the table and getting blesses from Carol.. haa.. stuffing tissues into my nose and trying to concentrate on my Mahjong game.. Won like $55 i think.. Up till now a total of $135.. Haa.. thank God.. Watching some ad on SCV, wondering if i shld get a Sony laptop if MOE is giving me enough allowance..

Well taken care of with a bowl of delicious and hot noodles, havent eaten it for ages.. Yum Yum..

Need to be a good boy for this period of time, been out and away till late recently.. =P

All in A Nutshell

2007-04-30T11:21:00.000+08:00

Too many things happened out of a sudden, so i'll just go thru it one by one quickly.

Caramel blended coffee, is that enough to last thru the nite? Well, don't have to..

First time having breakfast in Cafe Cartel. Had a very nice ham and cheese omlette, topped with muffin and bread, with a glass of milk. Dear dear had a mushroom and cheese omlette. Was quite full after the breakfast, still think that i would probably skip lunch..

But.. Went out with yimin and ck to Vivocity for lunch at Terra Cafe. had a super cheesy baked rice while they had chicken cultet and fish and chips. Was funny when Ck thot that the plate of wedges belonged to him when the waiter came to our table. Was walking around till we got tired, as usual. So we went to 'Super hotdog' for a drink. I think one of these days i should eat there, it seems like a cheaper Carl's Jr. They both had an iced mocha, which we think is worse than kopitiam's coffee. I had a good strawberry ice blended. =] Took some photos, funny enough..

After that, i went for dinner with dear dear and khor @ kopitiam, where i thot its the food court, but turned out to be a restaurant under the swissotel group. The first thing that caught my eye was the $9 roti prata. The ambience was really good, quite comfortable talking with khor, nice person. We ordered a meal for 2 and a chicken rice. Interesting conversation there =P Then went off for a late night mahjong game which i won $80.. was quite lucky actually.. Heavy rain that night..

Back to church again in a long time, the presence of God was lingering around me when i stepped into the church, that was a good feeling. But somehow part of me was hardened and refuse to surrender fully. Guess that it would take time for me to accept Christ again.. Went out with Char Leo Ray and Ym after that, Settlers' Cafe, where we play our favorite game, 'Ticket to ride'.. Was good to see them again, talking about what we are recently up to, to know more about what is happening in church and the cell group. Then i went to town to collect my altered pants. Waited 30 minutes for my strawberry smoothies, hee.. including 2 times which they gave me the wrong drink. Had hokkien mee and beef noodles for dinner and a nice dessert. No durian..~!

Tired, but the sacrifice of little sleep gives me so much happiness~!

Haa

2007-04-28T00:02:00.000+08:00

Today something absurd happened to me..

I remembered myself getting slashed deeply.
1: I regret for not trying enuff with u.. giving u so much hurts..
2: Chey.. Is that all u wan to say?
1: wad do u expect?
After that, i got slashed again on the same wound..

Call this a regret.. i wished i wasn't so curious to listen at all..

S.H.E- 中國話 MV

2007-04-26T19:34:00.001+08:00

Fascinated by the '绕口令' in the song, would think that this is an interesting song..

What's with the service?

2007-04-25T18:42:00.000+08:00

Something is wrong with services nowadays.. Was pretty shocked that although prices of food are going up, the quality of service is still the same, or even worse.

1.} Was buying takeaways for myself, sis and dad. A total of 3 packets all different ingredients, so i was chosing as i was ordering. The auntie wasn't very patient, as she was walking she was saying 'no more from this side already ar',' still got a not'.. Was pretty irritated by that attitude, and mumbling dunno what somemore..

2.} Bubble tea for my sis, so b4 me was a ger buying peppermint milktea, one of my favorites. The auntie was on the fone, and so she just anyhow pour an amt of peppermint syrup, that was gross lor.. anyhow make anyhow sell.. Where's the standard?? I was shocked..

What to do? Send them for lessons meh?

2007-04-24T10:35:00.000+08:00

Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you'll get or when you'll get it.

Dunearn

2007-04-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

Was back to Dunearn this morning to look for Mdm CHao, letting her know that i've been offered the teaching award and inviting her to the ceremony. Had a chat with her about teaching.. She has been promoted recently and going for some ceremony this weekend, and she was made to teach PW and CME.. A Chinese teacher teaching in English, how embarrassing can that be.. But i guess life comes with give and take, you have your fun and joy teaching, therefore you have to take in the late nights works, despair and pressure with work. I love a challenging life now.. Unlike in the past, rather be the one staying in a dead corner..

The pirate ship is available. The blur person has bought the tix to go on board, waiting to set off for the journey for endless riches and happiness, hoping that he will not be thrown off to the sharks. Along the way, there will be stormy days and hurricane. The pirate ship has to be better equipped and ready and the person has to be geared up too. Cant really go wrong when there's a map right? hee..

Keep it On

2007-04-23T00:53:00.000+08:00

Went for an efficient shopping trip, got what I want except for that olive green shirt, don't seem to see it anywhere yet.. Carry on looking~!! Don't know what I should write here, but I feel great and happy these few days, guess it's the company~ Baked some banana chocolate chip muffins today, i think they looked great, smell good and taste superb! Self praise is no praise.. bleahx..

Blabbering

2007-04-22T11:36:00.000+08:00

Just some blabbering before I start my day with some other work..

Went for a party which ck and i stayed for about 15mins, finding that it's rather awkward and we should be spending the time eating or shopping instead. And so, we had desserts, his treat, ironically just his desserts so being always late, i would already had spent a day waiting for him! However we only managed to find the shop with his great sense of direction, i remember walking to the garbage collection point behind the coffee shop.. haa.. i am famous for getting lost anywhere.. Still wondering why Chinatown is a famous stop for tourists.. If you want something more 'chinese', why don't you go to China?

Bought a book.. Yep! The book i've been looking for, the diary of Aya.. To my surprise, her mum also released a diary which tells us about her thoughts about Aya's condition and how she felt when she fought the illness side by side with Aya. Should take me some time to read because it is written in old chinese, and they are written vertically down and not horizontal..

Movie and dinner after that, had an enjoyable time with my 'date'.. dotx.. Feeling a bit guilty cause i agreed to watch it with someone else one.. but nevertheless, i'm glad i've watched it. Enjoying chocolates now~

Moo...~~~

ADHD

2007-04-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

I have a serious problem. I don't really want to let go of the Pri 3 kid just because he has ADHD and learning difficulties. I don't want to shortchange him. I shouldn't give up on him just like that. But the practical me feels that it's only right that I stop tutoring him. Anyone else would do that. Who would want to teach with so much problems at such a low pay. It's true, low pay, long hours, loads of anger and unhappiness. Yet, this kid deserves a chance to be taught too. He needs to be understood and to be educated well. Not just dump him when we find problems with him. Think of it that parents dump their kid when they are born handicapped or wad, isn't that equally cruel. Was thinking about this equality thingy the whole time, nothing can ever be fairly treated, since this fairness is also made from humans. Everyone has a ruler in their heart. Different length and measurements. WHo can ever judge that what ever is fair. No one. No one can.

These are some of the things i read up.. doesn't give me any light yet..

How Is ADHD Treated?
Because there's no cure for ADHD, doctors treat people by helping them to manage the symptoms most effectively. Because some people have more trouble with the attention side of the disorder and others have more problems with the activity side, doctors tailor their treatment to the person's symptoms. So different people with ADHD may have different treatments.

Because ADHD is a broad category covering different things — attention, activity, and impulsivity — it can show up in different ways in different people. Some of the signs of ADHD are when someone:

has difficulty paying attention or staying focused on a task or activity
has problems finishing assignments at school or home and jumps from one activity to another
has trouble focusing on instructions and difficulty following through
loses or forgets things such as homework
is easily distracted, even when doing something fun
has problems paying close attention to details or makes careless mistakes
has trouble organizing tasks and activities
has difficulty waiting one's turn
interrupts or intrudes on other people
blurts out answers before questions have been completed
fidgets with hands or feet or squirms about when seated
feels restless
talks excessively and has trouble engaging in activities quietly

What Is Dyslexia?

Dyslexia (pronounced: dis-lek-see-ah) is a type of learning disability. A person with a learning disability has trouble processing words or numbers. There are several kinds of learning disabilities; dyslexia is the term used when people have difficulty learning to read, even though they are smart enough and are motivated to learn. The word dyslexia comes from two Greek words: dys, which means abnormal or impaired, and lexis, which refers to language or words.

Dyslexia is not a disease. It's a condition that you are born with, and it often runs in families. People with dyslexia are not stupid or lazy. Most have average or above-average intelligence, and they work very hard to overcome their learning problems.

PS3 vs. Wii - Apple Style!

2007-04-18T18:56:00.001+08:00

This is what I've been talking about with my JC classmates! Really funny~

Busy

2007-04-18T16:05:00.000+08:00

Was in school half the day doing nothing.. But I managed to keep myself occupied by compiling the revision for term 3 which is due only next week, and now its all done. Went to the bank to update account and to get the MOE giro form verified. Took me some time there and the teller was impressed that I'm teaching in a JC at a young age. =P Manage to know a few friends today and a new tuition deal.. A JC2 student and 2 Sec 4 students need Chemistry tuition.. Most probably would take the 2 Sec 4.. Easier to teach and will not need to throw in a lot of time.. Haa.. Extra pay.. Think by end of May need to tell May that I'm not teaching Yuva le.. Everytime I want to vomit blood teaching.. Not student's fault though, but don't know who to blame also.. I need to keep my weekdays free ba.. As for Gordon, still need to consider, cause I like the family.. haa..

Fun

2007-04-17T22:44:00.000+08:00

Yet again, I find food on my table.. Had to ask around le.. 2nd time i see food on my table.. So i went over to Jeanette and saw the packaging of the food on her table.. Ah! its her.. haa.. Friendly teacher I know here who actually approached me and talked to me when I was new there. We even accompanied each other on the Staff Health and Fitness Day and had breakfast together. Sheis such a kind lady.. =]

Looking at my work, i tink i'm doing just fine.. Cant wait for holidays to come though..

Lazy Weekend

2007-04-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

Was having a great weekend, by having a lazy Saturday by myself, staying at home, watching heroes up till ep 18. Finally realised that Clare's dad is a good guy and got to know more and more people with unique powers. Still think Clare is the most useful. Save the cheerleader, save the World! On Sunday, popped down to Jurong point for a movie 'SUnshine'. Went in the name of watching Michelle Yeoh kick ass but end up seeing her doing nothing except from crying when seeing the plants burnt up and dying the moment there's finally a close shot of her. She died in a yoga posture, cross legged with hands stretched forward holding on to the precious seedling that survived the fire. How pathetic can this be? A Sci-fi show turned Christian Blasphemy turned horror/alien movie.. Save the sun was just an illusion. Haa.. After that, went to 'surprise' M.J. at his surprise party. When we reached there, we were the ones feeling surprised, that the BBQ has not only his family members and church friends, also his sec sch and jc friends.. He's not even surprised. Where's the element of surprise? We were clapping hands and singing happy birthday song from far far away until we reached him.. Looked like a group dumb dumb.. haa.. But it was fun to see everyone again and talk about what we are doing and stuff.. Had fun telling Khoon about all the shows he watched, cause we watched further le, so jus spoilt his show lor.. haa.. And talked about '1 liter of tears', which i'm watching now, can cry.. was watching it in front of my mum, dare not cry lor.. will be quite weird.. now at ep 7 le.. getting more and more intense, crying more and more buckets.. Treasure people treasure life!

Was at Jurong Point and saw this treadmill competition for women. They had to run on the treadmill for 45min. Winner gets a set of exercising equipments worth $900 while the rest go back with a 'U-zap' thingy.. Imagine gym in a shopping centre.. [a bit like animal lei] =P

When You're Gone

2007-04-14T01:42:00.000+08:00

Listening to Avril Lavigne's 'When You're Gone'.. Feels very touchy suddenly.. need someone who can understand me.. Always been putting up a brave and strong front.. None of it feels like me.. Been protecting myself by not expressing too much and being emotionless.. But now this has become part of me.. I will try to be more expressive.. I must..

Received a phonecall from MOE, been accepted by them and given the MOE teaching award, can see the pathway in front of me.. yet again, i don't really have a feeling about it although i tink i felt happy.. i think

The Calling - Wherever You Will Go

2007-04-13T10:17:00.001+08:00

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love to light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone could you make it on your own.

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

Singing this song to whoever out there.. p/s: i'm not a spirit

Singled Out

2007-04-13T09:49:00.000+08:00

Haa.. Yet again, i'm single, i want to be. Life is short. Why limit myself? Why do i have to put up with such theories? I am myself, nothing gonna change much, unless i think it is appropriate.. Better put an end before situation gets sticky, can already foresee problems that are coming. Leave it..

Being single is so much more fun, the anticipation of meeting someone special, no restrictions in doing what you want, loving just thyself to the fullest, enjoying life. =]

Learning

2007-04-12T00:55:00.000+08:00

Life is Skill with Experience..

That's what i have learnt today, about practice making perfect.

New way to teach mulitplication timetable, my dear's way
1. Visual (examples with explanation)
2. Table (practising filling up of timestable)
3. Roots (If 1,2 fail, find the root of problem and treat it first)

ASSUME = Once you ASSUME, you've ASS / U / ME.
DESEERTS = DESTRESS

Experience = Expe + rience
Expe can stand for Expectations, Expertise and Extra-ordinary..
rience means a lot.
Therefore, having experience = something special.

The first thing in life we learn is learn to learn.
Problem is people nowadays are refusing to learn.
SO we need 3 things:
1. Learning
2. Delearning
3. Relearning
In order to continue to serve in the workforce with excellence.

Never stop learning.. As long as my dear is willing to teach.
Life skills are meant to be learnt for a lifetime.

Dearest

2007-04-11T18:21:00.000+08:00

My past is no longer important, wad is there to talk about? Lets work towards our future.. I miss your hugs dear..

Leave

2007-04-10T08:49:00.000+08:00

Mum was pointing out this article to me.. She's actually my grandma's sister, my relative. To think that the unfilial children are pushing her around and treating her badly. I feel that all seniors and elders are to be respected for they are experienced and we have a lot to learn from them. Undeniably, this relative is not someone easy to deal with, don't really like her though, but that does not mean she has to suffer. As children, don't we all love our parents? Especially the one that give birth to you and give everything else to you as well, your mother.. Where are your conscience people? And i so happen to see her daugther ytd, but din manage to talk to her. Thank God that my grandmother is well-loved and taken care of. I want people who i love to be living in happiness. If they are happy, i'll be contented. WIll not try to do anything to hurt them.

100th Post

2007-04-10T01:04:00.000+08:00

This is already the 100th post.. Life has changed, time has changed, i'm the same old me, just older.. Haa.. Kidding, time has no power over me now.. I am living in bliss and happiness, embracing the coming of a brand new day, loving the way life is. Life is.. Great.

=P

2007-04-09T09:00:00.000+08:00

"Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you'll get" ~ Forest Gump

Was told that i should be thankful to someone who came out of the way that put a stop to what was to happen, to be happier and living better, see things clearer. I totally agree with that. Life's exciting now, because while i keep moving forward, i know more and discover more.. So long, unhappy days.. seems like there's no chance you can come back already.. find someone else ba.. haa =P

Took this photo yesterday, thought that it's quite unique.

Singapore Short Film - The Letter (Raw Cut)

2007-04-08T21:23:00.001+08:00

A beautiful story regarding the guy named Chee Chiong and his unforbbiden love, kudos to the makers of this film. Sad story yet it tells us a lot about society.

S20

2007-04-08T15:41:00.000+08:00

Met up with William and Chun Yuan.. haa.. din see each other for a long time, we were remembering the goodie old days where we would make fun of WIlliam, him and his happy bottle, him and his vegetable rice everyday.. And talking about what we are doing and what we have been up to.. Learning guzheng sound cool haa..

Meet the Robinsons / Ngs

2007-04-08T14:54:00.000+08:00

At first i thought 'Meet the Robinsons' would be a boring show, but i was rather entertained and i would recommend everyone to watch that, not that it has a good rating of 4.5 starts but is because it's not like the Disney production in the past, which are either for pure laughter or just for princesses, for instance 'Cinderella' and 'Snow White'. This movie has got a big theme, that is DO NOT LET THE PAST HOLD YOU BACK n KEEP MOVING FORWARD! This was brought out quite well.. It's not the past that define or mould our future, so we have to move forward and dream big. Just that Louis, who decided not to see his mum when he travelled back in time, it does not matter anymore. Everyone is unique. Was laughing badly when i saw the T-rex and Frankie the frog..

Meet the Robinsons!

After meeting the Robinsons, then i went for a family gathering BBQ to meet the Ngs.. Din know that i have so many extended relatives until today.. Some i have never met in my entire 20years on Earth.. It's that my grandfather has a few brothers, and all of them have at least 4 children ( that's my family) and maximum of 8 children (his brother), and almost children are married with kids.. Just by counting the children that were playing at the playground and those who cant even walk, i tink there's abt 20++ le.. Imagine nearly 100 or more people with the same surname at the BBQ.. I guessed my grandma had been introducing us (the grandchildren) to the aunties and uncles for XX times le.. that who belongs to whose.. haa.. And dad telling people that i'm teaching and they all want to know there is PJc.. We found a nice pit and started our BBQ, to eat.. Haa.. but my aunt wasn't full, she din eat much, so she drove us to MAC!! YAhoo! Dun feel like staying there oso, supposed to be relatives but yet we dun noe each other.. hardly see people of my age.. haa.. But i heard that this is our first ever gathering together, hope to see more of such gatherings, so that we can know more people..

The Ng cousins

2007-04-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

Went to Sentosa todae, trying to have a getaway.. Turned out that the place was super crowded.. din get to do what i wanted to.. get a good tan and play the sky luge.. Instead we went to the 4D Magix Show, where i got quite a scare.. When crabs were moving around in the film, i can feel things grabbing my feet, and when the pirate was splashing water, water was sprayed onto me.. like 3 times.. There were lots of laughter and lots of scares too.. For a moment, i could forget my worries..

Bah.. think i should stop here.. getting too emotional..

我怀念的 MV

2007-04-06T13:04:00.001+08:00

Pretty much sum up everything.. There are many beginnings waiting for my ending..

Heroes

2007-04-06T12:28:00.000+08:00

I'm hooked onto heroes.. there are so many of them with special powers inside.. Nikki/Jessica who possesses super human strength and Claire who has regenerating powers. I tink both of them are freaky.. When i was watching the homecoming ep, i was totally freaked out when Jackie died with her head cut opened by Slyder who merely moved his fingers. That scene was far too long and bloody.. Then there is Hiro who can bend time and travel to the future and past.. cant really control his power, but adds on to the comical effect of the show.. I would like to possess Matt's power to read minds ba, with that you can be most perfect fren one ever had, able to read thots.. but wud be bad to read negative and hurting ones. At least everyone is made truthful in front of you.. If not the power to fly.. ha.. Save my air ticket.. =]

Complaint

2007-04-05T18:40:00.000+08:00

Here i am complaining about one day's work.. Today is a long day, spent time in 2 JC1 practical lessons to help them to get a better and more accurate titrations. The students are more lively and 'enjoyable' in that sense, that they will ask questions if in doubts.. But they make quite a lot of mistakes too.. So many of them have to do again because they prepared too much of the standard solution, causing the change in conc.

Worse would be the JC2 remedial.. Especially the 2nd class which is at 4pm. Only one girl came at 4.10pm. At 4.15pm, 2 girls came and saw that only one girl is present. So one of them asked if they can take the Worksheet and leave since they did not bring her notes and materials. I assured her that she doesnt need. She replied ' How u sure?' In my mind is like 'i'm the teacher, obvious that i'm sure right?' So i asked her back ' If you don't want to stay, take the Worksheet and leave then." When she was leaving, she asked if her attendance in this case wud be marked. I said no.. (You don't stay, don't give me respect, still expect me to mark you as present. Crazy! ) Then the other fren give attitude and walk off upon hearing this.

Even if students sleep during lesson i'm not bothered, at least they came.. With students who cant even be bothered to attend, I don't see why you don't deserve the results u are getting.

Yes, Time has changed.
However, People changed more.

A photo of my work table, in the corner of the small office.. Mr Tan is now my best friend, since we eat lunch, talk and discuss together most of the free time. He bought me the mango freezie from the cafe in school. 2nd time he treated me drinks le.. Cool man! Cafe in PJC.. haa..

Nevertheless, he claimed that i looked blur today.. Dunno why lar, seems to be in a daze sometimes.. =P

Thankful

2007-04-05T08:35:00.000+08:00

Quite thankful for someone to be there for me most of the time, except times when this someone need to work, and is long hours of work.. Good person, caring person, but not my type, hurts me a bit to tell this person that i only want to be friends and nothing more. Guess friends are what i need more now. Thanks to CK and YM for organising this Sat's outing haa.. Although CK sounded so much more excited.

Saw from Sun Ho's mtv yesterday, i find this quite true..

'Death is easy, it is living on that is diffiicult'.. Wrong of me to think of 'dying'.. =] Music heals the soul and Friends make up the rest of it.

Free Hugs Campaign

2007-04-04T23:55:00.001+08:00

Here's Free Hugs Campaign.. An organisation that is formed just by sharing of hugs. After the video, i wished i had a hug too, it's where people can show care for one another, that in this world, there is no discrimination. So, give a hug to people you care for, you love and you wish to bless. Love is such a blessing. =] (wished i had a hug)

Stupidity

2007-04-04T19:21:00.000+08:00

A lot of times we would be thinking who is actually telling you the right thing. I guess seeing is believing and not gossiping. However, there is something called foresee, that is to see it coming. And sometimes, i believe i have such a skill. How cool is that huh?

Lab work today was great! Spending time guiding the clueless juniors how to make a solution and then doing titration. Had to keep reminding them to put the apparatus on the table top instead of holding it in the air to check the volume. Wondering how is it ever accurate to measure with your hand moving about..

Zzz.. losing appetite..

Off to Work

2007-04-04T08:49:00.000+08:00

Yay, going to school now, helping out in lab work is the most joyous thing to me.. I love doing practicals and so would be happy to guide the juniors.. And today is contact time, so i'm on half day off.. heh.. same as fri timing.. shiok!

Sch..

2007-04-03T23:18:00.000+08:00

End the school sickness with going to PJC.. but to teach, very different from teaching Primary School. Back then i battled the noise created by the students, now i fight the silence of the golden mouth.. Had 2 lessons today, the first group of students was completely silent, and not paying attention, except for a few of them. When i asked questions, no one answered or I would say bothered to answer. No motivation to learn i think.. When i called a name from the register, another person came up to do instead of the person i called.. blah.. the lesson felt so long.. I only get to go through 4/5 questions. But for the second group, they came on time and well prepared, asked questions, motivated to learn and responsive. I finished going thru the paper and 9/16 of them handed in. They really make my day.

RTs there not really friendly.. Too bad for me lar, just joined so they already form groups le.. end up i work and hang around with my own teachers and department teachers, hopefully that make me more experienced as well haa..

The truth

2007-04-02T18:13:00.000+08:00

Number 23, 10/11, i wished it din happen.
You throw in everything, nothing comes back.

School Sick

2007-04-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

Perhaps no one has heard of this before, I'm School Sick.. Sick in the way that i missed schooling life, where you have friends, a focus and loads of wonderful memories. Went back to PJC that day to know what I'm supposed to do and where my table is, felt so weird, a bit uncomfortable in that environment le, think its because i'm no longer a student there. And teaching students that are around 2 years younger than me, with that almost negligible content left in my brain, i'm pretty much useless there.. Well tomorrow is my first day at work, hope for the best =]

Interview with a Vamp!

2007-03-30T16:03:00.000+08:00

Nah.. not another interview.. Had been going for quite a few interviews, whether if it is for jobs or scholarship. Today's one i don't know if i scored or failed. Weird, i just kept blabbering about my true thoughts regarding my stay in Woodgrove. Bombarded with many questions and at most of the questions, i used my own lousy English. =D

Any problems you encountered during your stay in Woodgrove?

(1) Students too noisy at times, may feel a bit helpless because my voice is drowned.. Solution to get them in the mood, either to listen attentively or discussion.
(2) A student named S tried to cut her wrist.. I blah...blah.. the form teacher blah blah.... attention seeker.. blahh.. she freaked me out and she has B.O.. (last part i kept it to myself)

If the principal challanged you to teach a technical class from sec 2, make sure they are well-behaved and produce good results at the end of the year, what would you do? What if they don't do well?

(1) Make sure i know them darn (save the darn) well, because that will make them feel important and has a sense of belonging that the teacher is making effort to know them. So that when they raise hands, i don't say 'you' and 'you' but by their names i call them.
(2) Instill discipline and emphasize on class rules. Always reward and praise the ones doing good and well to inspire the others to work hard in a competitve environment.
(3) Hold small group revision programme for weaker students by topics. The time is worth.
(4) There's a limit to what the teachers can do, so have to make sure the students are motivated to excel. Make learning interesting.

People like to try all the jobs and travel around the worlds and take teaching as last resort, but you are doing teaching first, are you going to travel around the worlds after a while then?

(1) I guess the passion and determination will bring me thru, its the students and satisfaction that motivates me.
(2) So that is why i would take this job.

What if you see your friends successful with money and nice cars blah.. living Paris Hilton lifestyle (they din say this) and you are stuck in this job?

(1) Be successful is not about living a luxurious lifestyle, its about setting your own goals and achieving them. That is what i call success.
(2) Even if you have a lot of money and living well off, you are not successful because you don't get satsifaction and happiness.

What are your plans if you do not get this scholarship? ( This has better not be a hint )

(1) I will still be majoring in chem and mInoring in Maths
(2) I will still go into NIE

Roughly like this, had never talked so much in this few weeks..

Chemistry

2007-03-30T15:58:00.000+08:00

Just completed Redox tutorial, still can do but used quite a long time.. Needed to digest and recall the equations. Looked at the test papers i did in the past, wondering how did I ever managed to get past the A levels. Comparing now and the past, i see such a great difference. Now i don't really remember much information and details.. Empty headed i guess.. Hopefully after the relief teaching spent in PJC, i'll improve and get back to my initial standard. =] Mugging rox. I miss school.

Right oN

2007-03-29T12:33:00.000+08:00

Was with Benji ytd.. Stayover at his house.. Were talking about him being a bastard when he initiated break-up after 2 weeks in a relationship.. Had to be much like a jerk so that the other party will not harbour any hopes about any chances.. But i thought that is a bit heartless though.. Also talked about people who can hide their feelings well and those who cannot express their feelings. The formal has a little advantage over the latter. So much for putting up a strong front.. i think i belong to both categories.

Interview is tomorrow.. Having a little cold feet although its not the first time.. Jia You! =]

2007-03-28T11:56:00.000+08:00

It just feels stupid when you have high hopes for things to happen you know they will never. A pack of lies. I was a willing fool to believe in it. And it leads to this.. Bye. I am dead.

Worried

2007-03-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

Wasn't feeling good today ( when do i ever feel good since that night? ), went out of the house leaving my sister and her friend alone in it, wasn't feeling very safe about that though.. to meet my mum to buy DVD portable.. Met at IMM, big place with very little shoppers, boring and boring.. After walking about for 1hr, we decided to take a cab down to ShengShiong to see more.. Unluckily took the cab at 5pm sharp.. extra 2 bucks.. not worth it.. Finally bought the player after another 45min, and she kept pressing me to choose what to eat out of so little choices, she din know that i hate to choose, reason being i hate the feeling of choosing the wrong things.. i would be angry with myself if i make a mistake.. So i told her i dun want anything and so we end up eating from the food court near our house..

Hope my sister is not like me..

bleahx

2007-03-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

In another downest moments.. nothing's good.. woke up with a heavy head, falling sick.. or in fact i'm sick.. dunno what i'm doing.. go play mahjong and lost $110, although not my money.. think my skills are really bad.. just feel that i'm living in a surreal world.. saw a baby girl, becomes to my childhood playmate, she is like 18-19 like that and is already a mother. At first i was quite disgusted by the baby because she looked exactly like her mum and her mum's brother and her grandma.. All look the same one.. and her grandma is like my mother's age.. dotx.. my auntie was asking me to bring girlfriend to let everyone see if i have.. Can feel the pressure liao.. bet next year chinese new year must run.. But i want children haa.. so adorable.. was teaching my cousin how to do his maths.. fun..

to sum it up.. shitty..

HappY 21st biRthDay

2007-03-25T01:10:00.000+08:00

3rd person this year is my class' prom king 21st birthday.. not a spectecular one but was a meaningful one, that i managed to see all my long lost jc classmates, at least talked a bit about what we're doing and our future plans. It felt so good to know that you've not lost them totally.. Were discussing abt birthday celebrations and realised that all the gimmicks have been used.. From chalets, settlers' cafe, home catered and buffet.. blah.. all used.. I was crapping that i just want to go to somewhere i like (yes, its australia!!) with my loved one ( however seems almost impossible le )..

No matter how i tried to fill myself up, the glass is still not full.. because there's already a crack on the glass..

Red Bean

2007-03-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

Just something about myself.. I like to eat anything with red beans, especially japanese red bean. Remember once when i was in secondary 4, i wanted to have red bean soup for dinner (not really a rice person unless its flavoured). So i went to the dessert stall near my house (not there anymore, read more to know why) to get the soup. I realised that when i was given the soup it was taken out from nowhere. Nevertheless i bought it.. When i was drinking it at home, i realise that it was a little sour.. Yucks.. its spoilt.. threw it after after taken a few mouthfuls.. Don't dare to buy from dessert stall already..

Long awaited

2007-03-23T14:55:00.000+08:00

Just talked to MR Tan, PJC here i come.. but only like next next week.. would be quite free.. need to find entertainment for the time being.. Yawnz..

Take a look

2007-03-23T14:29:00.000+08:00

Taking a look at what have been happening.. A campfire at Saribum Camp, some weird place where i will never know how to get there.. Long time since i went for a campfire, love those days at OBS.. singing those happy campfire songs, having great adventures like rock climbing, jetty jumps and canoeing.. Also celebrated Zhi En's and Chin Keat's birthdays. For the formal one, we went to his house for a buffet dinner and it was a good chance for us to meet up and chit chat.. JS, Billy and I ended up the last guests leaving because we were slacking too much in the room, but it was a great time spent together. How i wish i have a birthday celebration like that, where i can invite my relatives and my dear friends over for a small gathering.. Its 21!! For the latter guy, its a small dinner at NYDC, enjoying good food and having small talks. Went for a bowling game after that, been quite a while since i bowled, glad that it was still not bad..Still can remembering years ago, during one of my birthdays.. dunno if it is sec 1 or sec 2.. my family and relatives, went for a bowling game late night after the celebration.. On one of my throws, not only the bowling ball went into the lane, i slipped and fell with it into the lane.. the lane is oily and that is why i went like a third of the lane.. That was so embarrassing.. and i cried very badly after that.. Din really touch bowling until last year.. lol..

Pretence

2007-03-23T14:26:00.000+08:00

Sickness attacks when you are healthy and strong. It doesn't hurt much. But when relapses come, it attack you when you are recovering and weak, it kills and destroys you.

Ugly Fudgy Betty

2007-03-21T12:19:00.000+08:00

Watching the 1st Eps of Ugly Betty, a typical simple character trying to work in the classy environment. She doesn't seems to fit in the magazine firm but is willing to do anything to stay in work. At least she is someone who is impartial and dares to do things she think is right. I was quite upset when she was humiliated as she was asked to cover a model during a photo shoot, where she wears a tight leathery outfit. Good people always have to go through such misery.. =[ Anyways, i love those blue eyes.. hao mi ren wor..

假裝

2007-03-21T11:55:00.000+08:00

呼吸著一種孤獨的味道
心跳在你沉默以後慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑　反正你看不到
我要的幸福　遺落在你懷抱
當愛失了焦　那些最初的美好
早被妳擱在一角
街上擁擠人潮　走著看著都是摧眠符號
記憶停不了　穿過讀你的心跳
穿過想你的味道　我只想不被打擾

假裝多好　我只要　只想要　再擁有一秒
去相信你的擁抱　一直會讓我依靠
繼續等待　心甘情願不想逃
假裝多好　依然是　依然是　曖昧的tone調
一個人無理取鬧　兩人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己設下的圈套

像是駝鳥　相信時間是唯一解藥
視而不見　傻到了無可救藥
其實早明瞭　你的愛已隨風飄
想要找　再也找不到

Was watching the mtv of Jolin's 假裝.. A story about a relationship that ends terribly and they still have to ignore one another and pretend they did not see one another at all when they meet.. Although one party is still clinging on to the love, the other wants freedom and wanting that is not betrayal. Ending of the story.. doesn't matter..

whAt's wRong?

2007-03-20T00:55:00.000+08:00

I think i'm fine.. I just dunno what i want.. Now that the reason why i chose this path is completely gone, i dunno what's next for me.. Choices, yes there are.. people who expressed interest in knowing me, or some just know me too much that they are just waiting for me to change the path into theirs.. I'm dumped into the same section called 'unwanted'. I guess life's like this, when things are really gone, you hope that it didn't happen and regret and remorse over it. Just like i thought people around me aren't supposed to grow old and die.. Naive and childish isn't it? Sometimes I just dun want to be myself for a while to laugh at myself for being pathetic..

Seems like Gram is sick and his age is showing up.. Heard that there are murmurs from his heartbeat.. Canfeel how it will hurt us if anything happen to him.. He's part of our famly..

Bleahx.. Hope Life just gets better =]

孙燕姿 - 逆光

2007-03-19T01:07:00.001+08:00

Amount of money cheated: US$10,000
No. of days she went headlines: 3 Days
No. of days Capitol went headlines: 1 week
No. of times Mr Sng spoke: 1
Watching Sun Yan Zi running towards the pyramid singing this superb song: Priceless

Kudos to Sun Yan Zi.. This music video is awesome..

De jAvu

2007-03-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

Been there done that.. Life should be better.. But suddenly i think i have made a U-turn back to where I started.. Even when i thot its all over.. Wadever.. I am full of hope..

Dunno if i should start driving again..

Uncertain of my new job.. Are they calling me yet?

Interview with MOE.. how to prepare..

I wish, time goes back to after BMT, love those times.. life was much simpler then..

3 months

2007-03-17T10:41:00.000+08:00

3 months is not too long, not too short.. Enough for a relationship to bloom and die off, enough time for a school term, and enough time to learn something new.. Will i be able to wait for another 3 months? Hopefully i can wait till the end of May.. Hee.. Cant wait for this new change.. Should be exciting..

Yesterday, I just suddenly feel like cooking lunch so i went off to buy some groceries after a run..

Had prawn pasta with mushroom cream sauce and a glass of orange juice. =]

Hi-i~!

2007-03-16T08:41:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was a fruitful day i believe.. I taught tuition, went over to Zhi en's house to help him and CK to do some videoing and had some not so bad food at Ghim Moh.. Time passed really quickly that i din even noticed that i've spent half a day at his place.

The end product, i find it amusing and interesting.. Maybe because i know them then i would find it this way.. Maybe when the 'judges' are looking at it, they might be thinking 'what the heck'.. Haa.. But i like it anyway..

Went JB with ber for a shopping trip getaway... Seems like this is my only day out for a holiday.. sounds pathetic but thats very true.. Watched 'Charlotte's Web' thinking that its a heartwarming and touching show, teaching us to learn to act out of love, kindness and not be selfish towards people around us. And that promises are to be kept, even when you have to sacrifice.. Admire that friendship between Wilbur and Charlotte. Hee.. And i bought myself some clothes and received something as a gift.. Was at Causeway Point and decided to make a call to Daryl's Mum since she emailed me her number. And she and Daryl got something for me.. So grateful and happy when i see them.. Hee.. They got me a shirt and a handphone accessory with my name, plus a thank you card.. Feel darn good when students are doing well and they are appreciative of what you have done for them.. =]

a bAcHeLoR cOOkiE

When are we having such fun agaiN?

Without Love

Amusement

FresHie coming thru'

Vikings

He was right

Sch's starting~

小薰阿本 甜甜圈

Land Before Time - If We Hold On Together

Just for 'TODAY'

Harry Potty & the fasT food Order

Harry Potty & the fasT food Order

JOB

最愛 - 周蕙

S.H.E - 说你爱我 MTV

BS 1 Resolution

BS 1

Chocolate

MahJong @ AMK

A Whole New World

Flying High Part 3

Happy Fathers' Day

Flying High Part 2

Flying High Part 1

Bu Se De

THe Day

Blow up?

Random

MJ

Waha

Churchout

Sick or Sickening

Food

Bye Bye

Taxi

Happily Wedded

COokiE

Students..

Now is the time

Lucky

楊丞琳 VS 小丸子

Get Well Soon

Relief

Finally

Sick

All in A Nutshell

Haa

S.H.E- 中國話 MV

What's with the service?

Dunearn

Keep it On

Blabbering

ADHD

PS3 vs. Wii - Apple Style!

Busy

Fun

Lazy Weekend

When You're Gone

The Calling - Wherever You Will Go

Singled Out

Learning

Dearest

Leave

100th Post

=P

Singapore Short Film - The Letter (Raw Cut)

S20

Meet the Robinsons / Ngs

我怀念的 MV

Heroes

Complaint

Thankful

Free Hugs Campaign

Stupidity

Off to Work

Sch..

The truth

School Sick

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